Sunday Feels

Hi Mommy! It's yet another Sunday without you, which also means a new week without you begins. I've been laying in your bed where you used to lay every night when you would go to sleep. It still smells like you. All of the memories of us watching food network or hgtv in this exact spot have been replaying in my mind every second of everyday. I remember we would take selfies no matter how many chins we had because no angle made us look good. I miss you and our long conversations about anything: boy drama, girl drama, my feelings, how stupid people are, how stupid we are. It's been the little things that have been getting me to think of all those times back when we were carefree and we thought nothing bad could ever happen. 

I have a funny story for you. We had Champs today for swimming and I really wanted to drop a lot of time for 50 freestyle. One of the girls let me use her knee-skin, you know the bathing suits that cost $200 and can only be used like 4 times? Well I went into the locker room so that I could put it on and it took three other girls and me to get it on. It was so hard to get over my butt and once we got it, the rest was easy. I felt like the biggest stuffed sausage ever and it killed my shoulders when I wasn't swimming. I just thought you would love to hear that even though you probably already knew about it. 

On another note, today is Valentine's Day and I just wanted to say Happy Valentine's Day to the only person I love so much! I miss you and I wanna give you a hug and a kiss , so I'm sending so many of them up to heaven right now. Eat a lot of chocolate for me because we don't really have that much in any of our cabinets right now. 

Love you,

E